holly--sshiitttt..

broken com and broadband...fucking shit...

ok..lets begin...

it was 4 a.m maybe when im headed to my wonderland...(sleepin+dreamin)...after long-term time of crying due to some problemo..

and only one person knew it....plaster at my right hand..severe pain and..hmm.so called-edward face(pale but still cute)...

and...hmm..im blurred....i walked towards my bunk bed and..

my handphone was out of the power..so...i decided to charge it..for some reasons...fred..melloyello..hehe...but then..

i accidently pulled the wrong charger...

and..dush....

ok...what's that?

haha...

tett..it was my d.e.l.l yummy...and...aha..

guess what...it fell..and...

ended with tettz..gosh...the best part happened when i saw my broadband had broken(into 2)..

haha..should i called it broadband or kit-kat...hahah

laughoutloud..and cry...

broken-hearted and ended with eye-bag...hahaha

for the person that i called..sorry....hehe...for the interruption!!!..

lolx

LOVE..LOVE..LOVE

She was there..alone..witnessed the god creatures...gazing the stars....tears rolled down the blemish cheek as she strolled along the cherry street,the street that they used to walk...she missed that part..she missed him...holding hands in the gloomy night witnessed by the moonlit,she craving for that happiness..she cried out-loud....

she gazed into the shiny surface watch that fastened around her hand,it was 10 p.m..she continued the journey..the journey to nowhere...she lost herself...without him,she was nothing..she then walked towards the nearest old-wooden bench that situated in front of the beach..perfect place for lovey dovey couple...and again..she was blurred..

why do he leave me??whispered herself...

just now she went to his office..For their casual lunch...Usually,she will meet him at their fav place which was the side-road stall that situated to the hustle bustle city,the place where they can laughed-giggled-cried and screamed without distraction... but now...hmm..

She went to his office..it was their daily routine...lunch at the side road stall,and strolled at the beach...witnessed the sunset..and ended with gazing the cluster of stars....

but then..something happened..she went there and hugged him...but he stayed still..there was no responsed..she cant hardly believe that,and she felt the disappoinment..as if there was a gap been created between both of them...she could feel the boundary..it hurted her...and she completely in pain...

She missed the real him..the time when he gave her the morning kiss at the forehead,the cuddle that could warmth her when she needed him..the jokes when she was depressed..she missed him...

She faked a smile and grabbed his hand...

'aaron,whipered her slowly..are you ok?hun'...

again..there was no respond......

She shed the tears...hmm...it's okay...with the disappointment,she slothly headed towards the glass-door...

&

she saw something,when about to leave..

aaron switched on his pda and call someone..and he said....

she's gone.....

he picked up the heart-shaped frame and kiss it...

it was the face of her girlfriend...isabelle meredith kate..

she diagnosed for cancer..

then she finally realised that....

she was gone..she then slowly deminished with the wind,and the memories of their love was captured in his memory...

F.O.R.E.V.E.R

holiday!!!lalalaala

geek+nerd

=))

it's holiday..

say what?

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y

aku kat sabah lagi ni..apa pon x pack gila...(xnak balik ka?ui..ui..pepandai ckap cmtu..)

Petang ni,im flying with syed and dzul

dia..dah balik.ooooo..sday..haha..

Apa aku nak buat holiday ni??

any suggestion?

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  first..lepak dgn family..family comes 1st no matter what kan...so..family..yeah...makan2..ui..makan..gemok la


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  second...plan ngan kekawan..(tp kna ada limit)...malin..yehaa..kita jalan2 dolu....


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  3rd...ntahla..skyping?kewajipan dah tue...

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  cari baju retro..(ui)...dancing queen....theme?polka dots..ui..makes me look uissh..

cakap pasal retro...dia dah bli spek..haha..

nerd gilak bila aku pakai..

dia jadi geek..g.e.e.k.

i kiss a geek,i like it..it taste like cherry-pop stick(bajet katy perry)..

whatever it is.i wish luck to all of my friends..

ex-raihan..(soory yea,xdapat sama2 cuti ni..jaga diri..)..

holiday...and now..i can smell the diesel..hmm..haha...and my room..oish..nak balik dah..

got fly away...

alice in the wonderland+sunset...

ok..im flying back tomorrow..got to fly away..(jojo)..

and so do him..(to sarawak..

so we had decided to go for our so-called-last meeting-outing-oppss..dating>?nanana

alice in the wonderland

(and both of us wonder)..

SUMPAH JHO!KAMI CONCENTRATE..TP X PAHAM..

Sik faham(madah aku)

ish..xpaham pa pon aih..(kata fred)..

so..then..we went to jp..and wush...tgk sunset...

sgt indah..alolo..

then..we strolled along the road.like a cuckoo couple...yg menyanyi tgh jalan...ish2(bahayanya)..

then..

here we go again..

heart to heart session..

lokasi-entahla...

p/s-xnak nakal2 ya..take care of yourself=)

kikilala+melloyello

so formal..oh god..english some more..proud to be teslian(toek...opss no alien lang allowed)

hi...

hm...what should i say eh..hmm..

ok..again..new chapter..new life..a new beginin ryte..

waa

forsaken god...apa aku nak cakap sebenarnya ni..

well..hmm...recently..there are lots of thing to be shared..but some of them is totally tett..so...hm...haha

ok2..be serious..(MUKA PENGETUA)

to be frank..im totally in 7th heaven right now..in love>>??

yeap..

yeap..

hmm....

with?

a guy of course...(aku straight la mangkok..afiq tudia)


specific?

-a handsome guy..tall..slender..over gila...
-xla...hmm..
-a guy la..senang..

k..

hmm..

dear..thanks for mending my heart...
dgn plaster(uhuk)

after for a long time..gedik..

finally...

-someone watching over me...

-thanks

-thanks

-thanks

...................................
and this song is dedicated to you dear...

im only me when im with you-taylor swift!!!

nite2...

-emancipation of me....

Mari bergelak...

yehaa...
new days..
homesick?da kurang...tired of being homey..
last nite?
had a phone call with my granny..and guess what..my dad...
xpnah stop buat phone call..
mcm kat rumah..bulan 3 ni aku balik...
hehe..mcm bangang..any other case?
nope..im cool...
blogging...mmg minat..menulis?
one of my part time jobs...
whatever la....
haha...tulis2...
boring..
flash kuning..haha.....laugh out loud..as if i care..
weh..tired of being bloody stupid la...
anyway..im eighteen and im totally cool with it..
what eva...as if i care..lalalaa....
smile.laugh.smile..laugh....
as if i dont have my own parents..woi..listen here...i have my mom..and i have my dad...so..jgn berani...cakap papa pasal aku....aku sepak karang.....urgh..

emo2....gangster la ni....haha....
again..talk to the hand...
bla2...penat la.....
sampai x cukup tidoq..kept thnking..mcm bodo..
weh2..ilex2.
jangan mare......
anyway.............
it's a new day!

homesick..lalala

seCond day in SAbah..lalalala...
still,hoesick..the only emotion that can desribe of how i feel is homesick..
haha......
hmm...start up the day with stupid-cupid assmbly..haha..hmm..
remincing the time that i had with my mom at home..yummy..fresh morning with extra scramble eggs made me felt homey...miss my daily routine....feels awkward here...i can sense the weird atmosphere here...i dunno what or why..and the reason is still unspoken.....
maybe,still tired and still im trying my best to adapt myself in this surrounding...new room,huh..new class...everything had changed..or only me,myself and i only change..but still i miss my room,penang..the place where i belong...
i can still smell the gas and the engine..everything..the anticipated moment when i speed on the highway..miss my life.....
and there...my dad...haha...
ayah..miss you......(miss the merapu merabaness at home..)
mama..miss all the nag2 thing...the deli...scrumptious food....the laksa of course...
haha.......
i bring the teddy,the jacket..but still..i miss the atmosphere there....
the late-nite call...the skying cryiping type....

haha...

hmm..feels like crying..dont cry...dont2..Xmau2..hahaa...

and now..listenin to taylor's songs and sitting here alone...writin this kinda jerky-perky merapuness..and hope this will emncpate my feeling....hmm...
hurgh...

penang..love you...

xoxo
aina